February 2012
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Today is a personal day, and my last day of...
Because tomorrow I start my new job!! Well, sorta…
Back in November I was hired at Apex, but was laid off because of budget cuts to the Support Department. There just was not enough work to justify expanding the team, so they cut some funding and both the temps at the time were let go. I worked my ass off though, and my boss was very reluctant to let me go. But, alas, he had to do what his...
I think I can see some light at the end of this...
The last few weeks… well, the last few months… have been rife with uncertainty and fear. I’ve been so afraid of where things were going, not knowing what direction I was moving, and not knowing where I wanted my life to go. I feel like everyday I get a step closer to having an idea of the man I want to be, the life I want to have, and what I want to get out of this place that I...
Nic comes to town today!
I am really excited for his visit. It will be nice to have him here for a few days. I anticipate having a lot of fun, having a lot of sex (it’s about fucking time, no pun intended), and having a lot of time to just talk and connect. I think it is going to be a really fun visit! And a very needed one at that!
Yay!
"That's the thing about relationships. Sometimes...
Quotes from SATC that make me cry…
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I don't think I can afford to get my tattoo on my...
It is going to end up costing quite a bit more than I’d expected. So, I will just have to get it later, which is fine. But now I have to think of something else to get, because I still want a tattoo.
What to get…what to get…what to get?
"She's allowed to be drunk. She's going through a...
Sex and the City is my enabler.
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fifthavenuefiveam replied to your post: Kyle and I were together for 4 years. It has been…
It apparently takes half of the time you were together to get over someone. It took me quite a while to get over a 2 year relationship with my first girlfriend.
Well then, I guess I’ll see y’all in two years!
Kyle and I were together for 4 years.
It has been less than a week, and yet I am already hearing, “Oh, you’re still upset?” As if I should be fine by now. As if I should be back to my normal self. As if I should want to do anything except sit on the couch and watch movies because what I have known for 4 fucking years is now, suddenly different.
Go fuck yourself.
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brijam replied to your post: I just informed several friends of my recent developments via a Facebook note.
Aw, if you need anything I’m just down the road. (even if that road is I-5)
A short 3 hour drive away… that’s nothing!
I just informed several friends of my recent...
I can’t bring myself to change my relationship status yet, but I needed to make the public declaration, so I wrote a note.
Now excuse me while I crawl under my bed and cry for the next few hours.
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I need to get a tattoo.
The process of getting a tattoo almost perfectly mirrors where I am in my life right now.
Getting a tattoo is not the greatest experience, to be honest. You have to lay there for an extended period of time and just take it while someone carves into your skin. It is painful, but you know you’ll get through it and have something really awesome to show for it afterward. Even after the artist...
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1,436 Days...
My relationship with Kyle has been so overwhelmingly amazing. I look back at who we were when we started dating, and I am amazed at how much we have grown together, how much we have learned about ourselves and the world together. Kyle was a great boyfriend, someone who I will continue to cherish very much in this next phase of my life. He will continue to be a great friend to me, someone who I go...
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I really want to get a Tom of Finland tattoo.
If I had a chunk of cash I would so just walk down to a local shop and have this done right now.
We don't have any coffee.
And thus my disposition this morning resembles something like this…
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